I think it will be easier for me to go backwards, looking at my life in reverse up until this summer.
Things changed, and I am glad that they have. But nothing comes without a price, nothing is without a trade I think.
So let’s begin here, where I am now. I have lost weight, I find myself actually getting hungry for the first time in my life, not just living by a schedule of eating as a routine, but trying to kick the habit of shitty foods with my busy schedule is proving to be terrible. I think they just make this process so CS majors get fat. I mean we spend all day on the computer, and our main source of food comes from a machine we swipe and food drops from the bottom. WE ARE ROBOTS. HAHA NAH, I refuse to be that CS kid. I see them all the time. I think each day that kid fuels my run.
I LOVE TO RUN. I think something in Harrisonburg is on fire right now, there is like massive chaos outside where there usually isn’t this late at night, WHAT AM I SAYING?! It’s FRIDAY! Anyway, I love to run. It’s seriously something I enjoy. Somehow, someway… that kid who ran the mile in 16 minutes in middle school now runs it in around 8. Like seriously, I almost cried when I hit below 8. 7:59, it’s the fact of the matter… but it’s moment like that when you see true change of yourself and it’s like DAMN, I RULE.
Seriously, loathe about yourself. It’s the best thing for your skin. Skin is crucial!
But this semester has probably been one of my toughest semester to begin, and I think the reasons are multiple. First, I can’t even deal with the fact that this time next year… I won’t be in the middle of really rough semester. The future freaks me the fuck out, anyone who says different is a liar. I am serious. It’s like looking into an endless tunnel, it’s there… it’s coming, and it’s unknown. White light. Seriously, spooks me. Also… this summer is probably one of my greatest summers on earth this far.
Yeah, I know. I take this stance pretty much every summer… but this summer wasn’t the same. As people grow and change, people leave and adapt. Move on, change friends, swap out, tag out, leave your life, enter your life. I am so blessed with all the people I had around me this summer. I can’t imagine such a wonderful time in my life any. other. way.
(Another reason this semester is starting rough, some of my favorites are so far away from me right now… I can’t stand it sometimes. It hurts, but it’s all worth it.)
Actually, I am going to throw in a draft of a blog that’s been sitting behind the scenes at this point, it’s worth a good read, more excited summer-high writing style:
First off, this new WordPress update is hella sweeeeeeeeeet.
Anyway, let’s take a trip backwards. Go back a ways. I mean, you guys should check out my Twitter feed. It’s the only thing to helps me rewind time at this point.
I’ve been doing some leisure reading! YEAH, SHOCKER! I have read both the Hunger Games and Chasing Fire in the past week, now about half way through the last book Mockingjay. If you aren’t reading this series, do your brain a favor and pick up the books. They are a kick to read, and I LOVE where the story went during the trilogy. I know they are making a kickass movie (RIGHT, RIGHT.) but do your brain a favor and read the books. Books are usually better anyway. Unless you’re Up In The Air (book < movie, keep up!)
So that’s been pretty fun, and I have slimmed down. Thanks to the Pyles bros (more on them later) and my ultimate back up knowledge bank Mr. Hanger (more on them later) I worked out for about a month and a half at the good ol Staunton Y every morning and started running around outside, the park, and the crappy track at the Y, even started to personally watch what I eat for most of the summer (full disclosure, last few weeks of vacation have been pizza and pasta, but the bandwagon starts again soon!) and I lost about 25 pounds this summer. I mean, I still got a belly but DAMN it’s like a personal high losing this much weight the smart and logical way… diet and exercise. Excited to take my new knowledge back to the burg and keep the success train coming.
So I am riding the vacation high of LPII, the return of the most kickass lake trip your momma has ever SEEN HOMIE! A full week of chillin, hanging out, jet skis, tubing, roof “things”, and some of the greatest friends I have ever had under one roof. From crazy kitchen games, to disney themed “games”, to the hanging out in the water, “diapers” for floating, jamming to music, making the biggest messes in the kitchens, going to sleep early then waking up early, rinse, repeat. Best week of the summer to end it all out. Wish we had one extra special guest, but we will get to that in a while. (BACKWARDS SUMMER RECAP!)
We saved a drunk guy passed out on the side of the road. Just saying. It’s worth a mention.
Dexter bringing the Rap game is one of the greatest ideas ever to LPII. Just saying. Good job Dex.
So in the middle of all the happy and joy, one of the most saddest moments came when our best friend Philipp, the “German”, left for the summer. If you didn’t meet this kid, let’s not be friends now okay? Kidding, but seriously why didn’t you hang out with us? One of the funniest dudes around, just a great match with Weston and myself. We formed a sorta bond, shit was way too tough on me to break. Glad to have the other kid here to help me get through. Anyway, he was a great addition to our circle and sad he left. We had a lot of fun times, and probably made this funniest videos you will never see. I mean, we did do it up right by going to the Lake for a bit so he could see it, and dragged his ass to the beach with us and all the other nights and times I can’t remember. That’s what I did all summer. Hung out with P and W. Some of the best times ever. Miss that fuck.
So yeah, Philipp is one of my best friends at this point and I am glad technology like Facebook Messenger and Skype exist to tide me over until next summer. (^_^)
But personal shoutouts to the Pyles brothers too, I didn’t get to that part in the last “blog” ramble, so here it is. I seriously don’t know what I would of done without them in summer, and in my life. It’s almost like… natural friendship. I guess we haven’t been friends for long, but when it works. It’s kewl. I talk to Ryan almost daily at this point even though he’s not around, and Weston… he’s busy. Also, personal shoutout to Liz and Coopieeeeeeeeeeeeeee, since they pretty much come with the Pyles family and I would miss them so if they weren’t always there too.
And there’s so many people I hung out with this summer I am missing, so SORRY if I didn’t get a chance for a personal shoutout… I am trying to go over all that happened this summer at about two AM. Give me some slack!
I am going to try to post here weekly, take notes… find the most important things I want to discuss during the week. Expect is usually on a Sunday, my free day. I am just somehow awake and alive right now. And I am not going to let this post sit in draft-hell like 6 other one’s I deleted. SO ENJOY!
Also, this is my 700th blog post ever.
And passed 10,000 tweets recently.
GET. ON. MY. LEVEL.